So now that everyone has made theyre one step back I suppose Ill take one foward. Im sorry I hope we can move on. Lets try to be the totd and tr.com that once was. Let us meet and play the Tr.com way. The way it was before so many people stepped in and screwed things up. I remembered SUBS when I met SVT and Tony shit they didnt know me and they invited me to chills with them. I miss everyone being friendly with each other and getting along. there was none of this shit talking behind backs. We were all friends making friends and shooting the shit about cars. We watched races laughed applauded cheered and had a great time. I watched some of the early footage of TR that I had on tape there was so many voices so many people having fun.

There was little or no drama. I hate that all this shit is going on. I hate that it have not looked foward to posting or reading the posts lately. I hate that some of the heart and soul of this board are leaving or stepping away for a bit. I hate that cetain few members are causing fissures in long standing relationships between other memebers. I hate that the people that I call friends are stepping away and I feel like they are turning theyre backs and taking the easy way out. I feel betrayed. Im not sure if Im the only one that feels this way or if Im the only one who wants to get emotional enough to say it but fuck man WHAT HAPPENED TO THAT. What happend where did we all start griping about each other and critising every little detail of every post. Im guilty of this too. Im an ass sometimes....most of the time.... I just want to have a group of people I can go hang out with talk to and not feel stressed. I have enough of that shit already.

I think we all need to open our damn eyes and see just what the hell is going on. Ive said I wanted a break too but thats not what i want I want to be able to have some great friends. I think we all need to meet and talk and make merry. Lets not give up on each other. For some of us this is it. I met my roomate at Subs and shell. I think we all need a place to escape together again. where there was no stresses but HCSO running us off. Instead of walking away I want to walk foward and make an effort to talk and make things better and to make things better than they are/were. Im sorry if i hurt any feelings or pissed anyone off feel free to talk about it with me. who know maybe I dont know everything or dont want to know everything and i could go on Im just trying to bring us all back together again.

 

JP I agree instead of walking away we need to talk about this stuff. If I ever do anything that pisses one of you guys off please come to me and talk chances are I didnt realize what happened and I will apologize profusely. I hate to see people walk away angry I guess I just don’t understand how you can walk away from this group. You guys have kept me fucking sane for the past couple months if I didn’t have you guys to turn to I don’t really know where I would be so much shit has gone wrong in my life that I can’t figure out how it could get worse but you guys have been there for me even if you didn’t realize what a difference you made in my day. There has been a massive breakdown in communication people need to talk and work out the differences soon.

 

JP ive been asking this same question for a long time now. but i agree. water under the bridge

 

I think having a party right now would probably be the best thing we can do for the sight right. We need to talk about all these issues face to face. Its too hard to figure out how mad someone is by just reading thier words. There are some things that I would like to say but I dont type them because I dont want them coming out the wrong way.

I believe I am the closest person to Justin. I would be willing to pick him up. Just tell me the day and the time.

 

My response: Take it with a grain of salt. Cmon everybody has some litle thing that pushes everyones buttons. I dont like the attention the females get. I dont let it get to me. I am 3/4 cluless as to what has ben going on with most of the stuff and I DONT MIND. I dont sit at work pondering whats gonan happen today. (but I do ponder why the only people to come in were craig and Dan.) SHit Im running late for work right now so Ill cut it short.

 

JP & Salt dont mix too well huh JP? lol

I almost felt like leaving the board this morning before I read TOTD but then I realized that aside from TampaRacing and some family I dont really have any other friends in Tampa.

If you guys ever want to hang out or need another person to kill in GT3 or to get drunk with let me know

This post was a lot longer but I deleted a lot of it for some reason... I think I just really need to wash away my troubles with a large amount of alcohol.. (I know it doesnt work that way but it still sounds like it would be fun to try)