it runs in my family, ive always been weird in certain situations, i can get sweaty and nervous if i have to meet someone somwhere or be somwhere at a certain time......or whenever im expected basically...

somdays its worse than others and i think ive only had an "attack" once and that was pretty damn unpleasant....although im always nervous for no reason

ive chewed my nails from ever since i can remember, only because its what i do when im nervous....well im sick of being embarrassed and ashamed of doing that and ive tried, well i HAVE stopped and im freaking out lol!!....i guess u can compare it to smoking or quitting any addiction....i know it sounds weird but its hard....but means alot to me to do, its like a personal thing i guess?

i dunno why i posted this? i guess im weird....but yeah, im all fidgety and i dont know what to do....and i cant look at pr0n at the moment

anyways, thx for listening?