Mark i feel you.....but more......my first serious true girlfriend broke up with me after about 7 months of being together.....like you, we never faught about anything but where to go eat or what movie to see.....i felt her growing further and further away from me at the end of the relationship she had alot of guy friends who always wanted to get with her. And ofcourse this upset me, i let her know, blah blah blah. we ended up breaking up shortly after. I got severely depressed and dropped out of school, she was a virgin and i was so ready to have sex with her and she was too, but wanted to wait a bit longer (church girl) . there was this kid at my old work who worked with both her and i, and he happened to get her on the rebound (without my knowledge) ....and he got her drunk as fuck and took her virginity the first time they hung out......i naturally didnt talk to her for about a year after we broke up, just hi and bye. Finally one night we went out to the beach at night, walked in the sand and talked.....she told me what happened (i never even knew) and my heart about fell in my stomach......i wanted to throw up, it was such a kick in the balls. And unlike you Mark i didnt have anyone to call up and let my frustrations out on......i just kept it inside.

and my most recent ex and i broke up in about the same situation......i am waiting for her to tell me she lost her virginity to some asshole who got her drunk at college.

if you need to talk im here for you bro