not trying to go all emo here, but after thinking one night I realize I have changed allot, and I wouldn't say its for the best either, within the past 2 years I have become extremely bitter, I could try to BS and say its because of this, or because of that, but it doesn't change the fact, I have also realized that things I have said (a) either in what I thought was a joking manner or (b) as something I didn't intend as hurtful may have been perceived by those in a negative light (I wont name names, you know who you are). Again I wont make excuses to those I have hurt since that wont change the past, but (A) honestly believe that what I have said I never intended to be hurtful, and (B) I am trying to change back to that fun person I used to be (most of you either wont remember that person, or never met that person). Im not posting this due to any one person, or event that sticks out, but more for myself to try and make things right within my life again, and to offer something to those my selfishness or bitterness have hurt. If you feel your one of these people I ask that you PM me and I will be more than happy to discuss the event and buy you a beer to make it up.

 

i remember the fun bone ......but dude, people change, thats what life is all about, you cant really help who you are, if you are bitter now, why appologize? youre obviously like that for a reason, and its really nothing to appologize about.....if someone doesnt like you for who you changed to be then they werent your friends from the start.....friends change together, somtimes when they dont interact with each other for longer periods of time they drift apart, but they still have that one somthing in common (or should) .....wait a minute, i feel like im ramblimg....

anyways, taht was pretty big of you to atleast admit you changed and kinda want to change back.....when we goin wakeboarding? haahaha j/p

(btw, if no one understood what i said, i prob didnt either, it sucks trying to convey thoughts on the intraweb)

 

Whoa!

Don't sweat it and don't change for anyone/anything. Just be who you are. If people don't like it, fuck em.

 

UHHH I'll take my beer. I'm sure if I go thru every post you have said something bad to me????????????

 

yea its one of those things, I realized I wasnt happ ywith my life like I thought I was, I was more just content, but once I realized how I was acting I wanted to change, I know bitterness gets me no where and in fact it makes me feel closed off from the people I do care about, its not even bitterness at a person or a spacific problem but bitterness of the lack of a spacific outcome, this wasnt brought on by any person this was something I just wanted to state, also I feel like I need to buy yall a beer just for listening to me bitch

 

Agreed. Now where is it? Don't try to pawn some Bud Lite off on me either, I demand a Guiness at the very least.

 

+1

 

i'll take the bud light