We are overwhelmed to see all of the support from everyone. It brings joy to our faces to see that our brother/son/cousin/nephew brought so much joy to so many people. We are going through a really hard time dealing with the loss of such an amazing person. We feel its important that everyone knows the facts of why Cory (Highbimminr6) is no longer with us. On wednesday night he decided to take his life. This is not something that was recent, we have come to find that it was something he was dealing with for a very long tome. This is the letter that Cory left us.

Goodbye

I don’t really know what else to say other than that I love you. I am sorry I am selfish and chose the easy way out. It is none of your fault. I hate myself too much to continue to live. I know you all will be wondering the reasons, there are many, but the main thing was love. You know what pushed me over the edge. I don’t wanna be alone the rest of my miserable life. Sure I could find another girl but I could never fall in love again.

Dad, you are the best dad a son could ask for even tho you were working so much. I know its cause you wanted to provide for your family and I never held that against you.

Spencyr I will miss you the most. You are a very special lil girl and I hope you grow up to change the world for the better.

Dana, you were the love of my life that I ruined with my self destructive behavior. I never meant to hurt you. I hope you find someone that makes you happy and loves you as much as I did.

And can someone tell Hoggle, my first and only son, that someone will take care of him. That he is the most intelligent, loving, and amazing dog on earth.

Well I am sick of postponing the inevitable. Again I love all of you, but I don’t and cannot love myself.

Cory


We thank everyone who made an impact in his life. Its really important to us. If anyone has any pictures or stories about Cory that they would like to share we would really like to hear them/see the pictures because it would help us to remember him and remember all the great things. Please send them to ErinAshwyn@aol.com or golfdreams3@yahoo.com. Please keep us in your prayers. Thank you and god bless.
THe Ford Family.