thanks for the input guys
im kinda leaning towards pilot bearing like u said miles. its gettin a little hard to put into gear when sittin still and also squeaks unless my foot is resting on the clutch

on the other hand, today i noticed it got a little worse and started doin it while i was sittin still at a light. some reason a lifted up/put pressure on steering wheel and it stopped
so could it it have something to do with steering wheels itself?

im think i might replace u joints sometime soon as well. because sometimes it wants to lung forward back and forth when goin slow