i finally brought myself to watch the video, and i found myself smiling after a bit. it was stil very hard to watch. cars are just more than possesions to me, especially one that was built like tims car. it ends up being a part of you. and i guess i just wanted to have a part of tim around to remember. (insert gay joke here). but now that i watched it i do feel better for some reason. maybe it is closure. he will be missed by those that knew him best. fuck you tim you prick.