Goddamn it I hate being played with...this was just a few minutes ago. Are there any normal women in this world? I am way too old for stupid games.

MP3Kleptomaniac: can i ask u something?
neo88HF: sure
MP3Kleptomaniac: do u think we might have jumped the gun regarding..us?
neo88HF: dunno are you having second thoughts?
MP3Kleptomaniac: well thinking about it we dont really know much of each other
neo88HF: yeah true
neo88HF: so i guess that is a yes
MP3Kleptomaniac: youve thought about it too?
neo88HF: a bit i was just going to play it by ear for a while i suppose
MP3Kleptomaniac: :-
neo88HF: so what are you trying to tell me?
MP3Kleptomaniac: just that we might have gotten carried away a bit
neo88HF: i dont know what to say
MP3Kleptomaniac: are you upset?
neo88HF: no just surprised kind of speechless
MP3Kleptomaniac: see? I am not a very easy person to deal with...
MP3Kleptomaniac: u ok?
neo88HF: i guess
MP3Kleptomaniac: im sorry if I have upset you.. I am just trying to be practical.. who knows.. the more u get to know me you prolly wont be able to stand me
neo88HF: thats not it at all
MP3Kleptomaniac: ?
neo88HF: i dont know why you say those things about yourself
MP3Kleptomaniac: ?
neo88HF: . the more u get to know me you prolly wont be able to stand me
MP3Kleptomaniac: Im just being truthful
MP3Kleptomaniac: i am not the worlds easiest person to get along with
neo88HF: youre giving up if you dont want to see me anymore just say it and i will leave you alone
MP3Kleptomaniac: its not that...
MP3Kleptomaniac: sigh.. fine. i am afraid of getting hurt
neo88HF: what I mean is that I really like you alot you are a great person and fun to be with all i ask is that you be straight forward with what you want
MP3Kleptomaniac: i AM trying to be straight forward
MP3Kleptomaniac: .............

Surprisingly this hasnt affected me in any way whatsoever. I am just beyond the point of giving a shit anymore. Gimme my cars gimme my space and gimme my friends and I am set. Oh well.