i am sorry to hear about that scott i have trouble expressing emotions sometimes to paper when it deals with things like this. i have seen people die in front of my in car accidents but i am blessed that i or anyone close until recently have been. my great uncle was just in one himself where he punctured a lung broke both legs in several places sattered his hip and is still in a coma. its a hard feeling to describe but i am sure i know how you feel i am always here for ya mang as i am for anyone else and my thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family scott.