I've been riding for 30 years with a few minor
accidents..most of them when I was young
I've been run off the road...etc...if your defensive
enough....you will live. The course you need to take
is not just for defensive skills. You will learn some
good skills that you will need. Honestly I were you I would
stay away from crotch rockets and get a smaller cruising
bike until you master the retards on the roads.