a few hours ago christian gabrile demello went through 2 long tests to see if he was brain dead. sadly both doctors did both tests back to back and found the same result. he did not respond in any way. after 8 minutes of the machine being off he didnt even try to breathe
but its ok, hes in a better place

after reading my last post to a crowd of people and helping to calm them down me and 5 other immediate family member heard the news first and i then told the majority of others.. being brain dead even though his heart is beating he is dead and by law we can no longer keep him on the machine
however we have chose to donate every organ to other dying kids. brain dead patients account for less then 1 percent off all deaths and are the only ones able to donate ever organ. he will stay on the machine untill matchs are found for his organs and then potentially over 10 kids could have their lives saved by my little brother
i will be slamming down monster and monster tonite as i refuse to sleep. im going to stay by his side till he goes off to surgury. then i will leave with my head held high and in 3 weeks will hear about how many lives he has made better
this little kid, that couldnt even talk has changed me in ways words cant even describe. i feel so different and i really dont understand it. how i can go from being the kid that slams shit around and gets mad so easy to being the calmiest one out of group of 30 plus people amazes me. Josh must be with me becuae i have never felt like this
i wil forever be different. i love my brothers more then words can possilby explain and they will live in my heart for ever. i really aprrecaite everybodys support but their really is no need to text or call me saying sorry as i am perfectly fine. again, i dont get how but i am somehow very strong
I LOVE YOU BOTH SO MUCH AND KNOW YOUR LOOKING DOWN ON ME
RIP lil guys