today things got worse

cat scan came back in showing signifigant swelling. christian was fine at around 9 and i was heading downstairs to go to the ronald mcdonald house wen i realized i forget my sweater. i went back upstairs and was told to hurry up
his blood pressure dropped BAD. like 40/25 or something and instead of breathing 40+ times a minute with only ten being on the machine he was only breathing 20 times a minute, and all 20 are frm the machine.
as if this wasnt bad enough wat really hit me hard was his eyes didnt dialate when they seen light, which they had being doing all along. this is one of the last things to go wrong so hopefully it changes soon
i had been so calm all along and everybody was even talking about how strong i was being, staying by his bed holding him and hoping he could feel my postive attitude while everybody else cried but when i seen his eyes not react to light i lost it and needless to say the entire hall floor is covered from blood off my knuckles
after alot of meds his blood pressure slowly went back up to somewhat stable at 73ish but he still is only get 20 breathes a minute
if the media gets a hold of this (seeing as i notice the 2 pics on tv that are only on my myspace) make sure to not mix up words in any fucking way shape or form
heres the newest video
Twin toddlers found floating in pool - NBC-2.com WBBH News for Fort Myers, Cape Coral & Naples, Florida
keep praying for them please