So now that everyone has made theyre one step back I suppose Ill take one foward. Im sorry I hope we can move on. Lets try to be the totd and tr.com that once was. Let us meet and play the Tr.com way. The way it was before so many people stepped in and screwed things up. I remembered SUBS when I met SVT and Tony shit they didnt know me and they invited me to chills with them. I miss everyone being friendly with each other and getting along. there was none of this shit talking behind backs. We were all friends making friends and shooting the shit about cars. We watched races laughed applauded cheered and had a great time. I watched some of the early footage of TR that I had on tape there was so many voices so many people having fun.

There was little or no drama. I hate that all this shit is going on. I hate that it have not looked foward to posting or reading the posts lately. I hate that some of the heart and soul of this board are leaving or stepping away for a bit. I hate that cetain few members are causing fissures in long standing relationships between other memebers. I hate that the people that I call friends are stepping away and I feel like they are turning theyre backs and taking the easy way out. I feel betrayed. Im not sure if Im the only one that feels this way or if Im the only one who wants to get emotional enough to say it but fuck man WHAT HAPPENED TO THAT. What happend where did we all start griping about each other and critising every little detail of every post. Im guilty of this too. Im an ass sometimes....most of the time.... I just want to have a group of people I can go hang out with talk to and not feel stressed. I have enough of that shit already.

I think we all need to open our damn eyes and see just what the hell is going on. Ive said I wanted a break too but thats not what i want I want to be able to have some great friends. I think we all need to meet and talk and make merry. Lets not give up on each other. For some of us this is it. I met my roomate at Subs and shell. I think we all need a place to escape together again. where there was no stresses but HCSO running us off. Instead of walking away I want to walk foward and make an effort to talk and make things better and to make things better than they are/were. Im sorry if i hurt any feelings or pissed anyone off feel free to talk about it with me. who know maybe I dont know everything or dont want to know everything and i could go on Im just trying to bring us all back together again.