Arron talk all the shit you want it......I'm just ging to say a couple things.
1) you are all about char again.man you sure know how to pick the girls. you always complain why you get screwed over but you do it to yourself.
2) Everyone that feels bad for the shop really doesn't know the shop. Its funny how everyone local (except char) hates you. where as everyone that hasn't seen your work in person thinks your wonderful.
Look you have everything in your life pointing at complete failure. Chances are it's all gonna happen at once and when it does your gonna wish you wouldn't have pissed all your friends away. goodluck