Well things looked up for a couple days but now Im just as pissed as ever. If I just dont talk to any of you please dont take offense I dont deal with anger very well and I tend to just get real quiet. I think my plans for this weekend just went down the toilet and once again I feel a big heart break coming on. I think Im just going to resign to single and solitary life for a bit.

Joe Im very sorry to hear about your mother I lost my father to a brain tumor when I was 15. The best thing you can do is just be with your mother let her know you love her help her as much as possible she is going through a lot right now. Cancer is just really hard on you it drains you physically and mentally. The one thing I really regret about my life is the relationship me and my father never had. He tried to spend time with me when he could but the rift between us just kept growing.
I really wish I had spent more time with him.