justin.. cmon man.. dont tlak like that.. ithink weve ALL been there.. i almost did kill meself once. my senior yr in highschool.

it was very hard.. my dad attempted suicide by downing 3 bottles of pain killers and sucking back a case of beer. im the one that found him and revived him. i had the first girl i ever actually loved cheat on me (my senior yr) and leave me. my grades were slipping.. i told my mother i wanted to die and she changed the subject. i grew up getting beaten by a drunk and and i lost my uncle john (tonys dad) whom i thought of as my dad b/c he actually did fatherly things with tony and i was always invited along. hes the only one who ever congradulated me and gave me any words of encouragement. my dad simply said ok whenever i showed him anything. so i know what hurt is... but you come back. we all do.. its hard i know.. im sure most of us know. its hard to do when you have to learn everything yourself and earn it all. gimme a buzz man... but after 4 please (i cant get calls at work)

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