aw hunny, i'm so sorry to hear that. i know the pain that surrounds a loss such as this and it goes terribly deep. remember, but don't let it linger. my thoughts are with both of you.

but on the lighter side, this can be a blessing for you in that it gives you an opportunity to make sure things are taken care of the way they should be until you are ready to make such a commitment on your own terms... to choose the path you walk down and not have those choices made for you. a second chance to be a young couple doing the things that young couples do.

take care. i am glad amanda has someone like you.