i would like to start over again. i wouldnt get into the drugs like i did and get arrested and ruin my life. i would of droped out sooner in school and hurry up and get my GED. i wouldnt of ever found my father. i would of stoped caring alot sooner about what people thought of me. and i would of stoped trying to fit in. i wouldnt of walked out on my best job that i had and still be employed. i wouldnt of slept with so many people. i wouldnt of let guys hurt my mother like they did and get away with it. i would of beat my sister's father's ass. i would of killed some people to releave this word of them. i would of had a hell of alot LESS friends. i wouldnt trust anyone. i would of killed my step father when i had the chance BEFOR he died. i would of built myself stronger so i wouldnt have gotten messed with so much. pretty much everything that has happend now i would make sure i would change it all.