well the way i understand it is he is in a very deep depression which i now how shity it is and he is doing chemo therapy as well and then he is addicted to crack at the same time. i do feel sorry for him because i know in my heart that if he want a start in major leagues baseball he would have went to jail and could have had a better chance of beating this. but i dont even know him or how he feels or even if he wants to get better so all i will do is wish him luck and pray that he doesnt end up like some of my firends who are now 6 feet deep.