first of all you are NOT a pussy.

Second, Ive been in two major, a few more minor ones on bikes and both the majors where broken bone/ surgurys. Somehow the will to ride allways over comes the fear of death/injury for me a couple months later.

If it is the cars & others on the road that you fear, the buy a no title bike , track it out and only ride tracks. sure it will get costly. but you can ride a streetbike is a realtivly safe manor without fear of cars. OR switch to dirtbikes, no matter your situation there is allmost allways a way to ride again. i hope you figure out what will make you happy man. sometimes the dessions in life are easy, like what value meal we want at mc donalds, and some of them are like this and the outcome is against the human nature to presurve life for as long as possible.

good luck bro.