I WAS...until a few hours before my mommy said "no! I'm not ready for you to go yet!"

Wouldnt even let me spectate despite the fact that I had spectated at a few events prior.

I'm tired of saying "I'll be there" just to find out later that I wont. No longer will I say it because I try my best to be a man of my word, and have not yet held that up. I appologize guys.