All of us did stupid shit on the streets when we were your age so don't let our flames and criticisms get you down. I certainly looks like you have the right attitude so welcome to the autocross scene.
Even if you are too broke to attend, the more spectators the better. That way if we all can't get good times we can at least entertain a large audience.
I know we will all look forward to seeing you on the track if it is within your budget next time around.