I want to live my life the fullest and enjoy the aspects of it. My father taught me that I only live once. If I can get it I get it im not cheap when I comes to things you get what you pay for and I dont go cheap on food cause its the biggest thing in life I eat right and plentiful. All things my father has taught me over the years. I dont feel I should have to sacrifice things for such in the case. Im sure he wants me to be safe and not get one for safety reasons as for other drivers. He isnt so much worried about me as he is about others not paying attention cause we all know people in this world today can not drive and traffic is hell. Im sure he has reasons and its prolly hard for him to explain them as its hard for him. I dont know much of his past as I guess its not something he is proud of...or something or another I cant even get him to tell me about his time in marines and while in Vietnam...